Yeah it might look shitty now! Yeah it might be what we never thought it was going to be. Yeah I might of lost track on what we had. Yeah theres something to be said about all this. Yeah time tells us all, through every struggle we come to face, that its not the memories but the lost time we should of had together that really hurts the most! If I could ask you to reach out your arm and close you’re eyes and let you’re mind go on to believe what I might put into you’re hand, you might come back to say theres nothing else you can give me because you’re right… I gave you everything, and more! Thing is, you gave me one thing and one thing only… You gave me you’re unconditional love and some how I didn’t take it serious enough! Love is very confusing at times but for you its easier to spot out because you’re the first and only person that I know that has a heart bigger than any human being Ive ever met! Sometimes I get scared that you might have medical issues because of the big heart you have! You told me one Star-ey night that youve been through hell and back and that you were here for a reason to make me happy even when the world wasn’t makeing you happy! It sure didn’t stop you’re love of people and you’re bubbly attitude on life :) for many people you’re a role model but to me you’re still going to be my jellybean